So I'm a tiny bit stoned right now, which never happens. I literally had half a toke. But since I rarely smoke, it's enough to get me feeling blitzed. Oh yeah also I just ran a couple miles and it's midnight. So anyways, I was hanging out with a female acquaintance. It seems like whenever I see her she wants me to buy alcohol and thinks I'm cheap because I don't like spending money on that stuff. Look. I am cheap because I have to be. Whoever in this day and age does not want to get in debt and be a wage slave has to be frugal. If I don't even spend money on new shoes why should I buy you a bottle of wine? Why should I even contribute to your alcoholism? Come to think of it, if you wanted me to buy you some carrot juice, I might have said yes.
To be perfectly honest, if I'm not dating some chick she shouldn't be asking me for favors period. This kind of attitude makes me very pissed. She said "would you spend money on me if you had a million dollars?" I was honestly thinking, "well, I would have, before you said that." She said, "If you ever became famous you probably wouldn't hang out with me." That is also a bunch of bullshit! But come to think of it, if you act like that, I probably wouldn't.
People draw toward themselves energies that are similar. If you're going to be shallow and insecure, no I won't hang out with you if I'm succeeding, because I don't want you to bring me down. So you better change your evil ways, baby. If you're reading this, I can't apologize. I'm only being honest.
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